Crying in my Letter

"I found my comfort zone and loose it

I try to speak but nothing go out

I wanna change everything but don't have authority

I wanna cry but I fall asleep

Is different sin  ?

If it's not, I hope peace comes out from our diversity

but we can't

and now, I think I miss you

I hope can meet with my baby, lay on you but ok it's over

reality is reality "

I wrote that letter , 1 month ago (I think), I have some, in my draft mail just to express my feeling because I'm kinda don't have  a place to share and express.
but I've deleted it

days past, i want to send the letter but I thought it's not good manner, so here I am
Still writing about everything randomly about whatever which running on my life

actually, i want to delete this letter too but  I think it's a quite good phrase then I chose to post on my blog

of course is about broken hearted girl (it always be an attractive title and plot, right? )
I feel it  just in this moment and yeah I'm trying to deal with it

ok , i have nothing to share about, except that letter
I also in really long day holiday, i have nothing to do, no goal in this holiday. I'm waiting for christmas and new year countdown, little bit worry about 2016 because  I think (and also my prediction), i have to do so much things

yeah, so
see u when I see you

stay calm